I failed to doing peeing THAT'S WHY ONLY MASTERBATE UNTIL CAME OUT

I am trying so much to doing peeing at my home's terrace after I masterbate but unfortunately my pee is not coming from my hard dick, For peeing I trying lots of trick like sheeee voice, wrinkling water on my dick and also my body but my peeing was not come So to fullfill my desire and calm my horny Ness I fucking hard my dick means masterbate until my WHITISH LIQUID WAS came out from my hairy hotty body.